Giving up..

I’ve finally decided to just officially give up... I’ve been TTC for nearing 3 years now. And I’m done. I can’t do it. I was almost 2 weeks late. And I took a pregnancy test yesterday morning, and woke up with my period this morning. I’m done. This is too much. All I ever wanted was to give my finance what he wanted, a tiny one to run around a play. Someone we can take to do fun with things with. A little one to fill the empty bedroom with. But no.. I give up.