Overwhelmed

Ladies I can’t do it tonight. Every time my baby cries I feel like I’m losing my mind. I just got my birth control placed last week and I’ve been so irritable towards my husband. The baby has been so fussy and irritable for a week now. She used to feed perfectly on each side and now the last 2-3 days she wants nothing to do with the right side which is making me engorged and worry about losing my supply in that breast. She screams at me any time she unlatches or I unlatch her to burp her. And in that moment I feel myself change, like I just want to put her down and walk away. I feel so completely overwhelmed. Posting this anonymously because I feel ashamed of my emotions right now.