Feeling disgusted with who I am
My BF and I have not been seeing eye to eye here lately, I dont know if it's the stress of not being able to go anywhere or what but it's not been good. We got into it last night and mid conversation my HSV gets brought up and I am floored!
Short Backstory: I was diagnosed back in Nov of 16 shortly after my divorce which was due to my husband cheating on me with only God knows who. I have always been very upfront with all partners, current BF was told the first night we went out. He showed no concern and said he didnt care. Up until this relationship I had no issues personally after my first outbreak but i have been dealing with it on a daily for the last 2 months. Unfortunately I have passed it, even though I take daily medication, and my current BF is one of those unlucky guys.
Fast forward to last night, he tells me he is having some swelling and tenderness down there but we both assume it is due to him being on his feet and walking alot. Mid discussion he starts talking about how he didnt care when we got together but now this is apart of his story and he cant believe Im treating him like this after he loved me enough not to care about my HSV or the risk he was putting on himself. Now I feel like complete trash and absolutely disgusting! I hate that I have this and I hate that I have passed it to anyone and I hate that they now have to deal with it because of me!
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