Hello everyone,

I was wondering how you accept God’s no. To cut the long story short I’m scared I don’t know how God sounds. About a year ago I met this really cute guy at the gym. I heard someone tell me he’d be my husband. So I prayed and fasted about it and asked God to confirm it 3 times. He did or so I thought. The guy then got married a few months afterwards. Fast forward to this week him and his wife shared their story. I’m so jealous!!! She’s drop dead gorgeous and the perfect Christian. Looking at myself i don’t even compare. I’m pretty much a child and low level Christian. I’m seeing that I didn’t even deserve him and apparently God showed him who his wife would be and I’m not even close to the description. Now I’m scared that I heard the devil and I’ll never meet anyone or God will send me someone who doesn’t fit the list I made and pray over of things that I want and need in my husband.

Did I do something wrong. I’m a wrong? I don’t think I deserve that love cause I just never seem to get it.