Bad News :( I’m at a lost here

We just got results that my baby girl is neurologically Delayed. When she was first born at 32weeks with her twin brother she had bleeding on both sides of her brain which cause her to start having seizures at 4months old. They also now are telling me she is anemic (I’m anemic myself) and has been since birth. Which nobody told me. She is only 12lbs at 7months old and she was 10lbs at 4months and only gained 2lbs so they are concerned about her growth and if it’s because of severe anemia.They want to get more blood and if her hemoglobin is low they will put her in the hospital. So I got her blood took Friday and I have to wait til Monday to find out her results. I’m so scared because of the Covid 19! Hospitals is not where I want my baby at!