Boyfriend 🥺😔

My boyfriend hasn’t been the best in the 2 year relationship we have, I feel like he’s constantly always wanting something from me and makes me feel like I’m not pretty enough, he doesn’t usually say it but he does at times, I feel like he’s capable of cheating but he never has it’s just a feeling I have because he’s a friendly guy, the other night he got drunk with his friends and he was barely texting me back but he was on Snapchat asking these girls about how to get sober (at-least that’s what he told me when I confronted him about it ) and he tried to hit up a girl that tried to get with him while she knew he had a gf which is me. Now I looked and he hit up so many of his old girls on Snapchat that he knew before me so it’s hard for me to trust he means well no matter how much he says he does. You