Heartbroken 😔

I’ve been seeing this guy since late January and I felt like things were changing. I know that COVID is happening and we are all having a hard time. But I felt like he stopped making an effort. When we started dating, he didn’t tell me about his gaming habit. He told me when I was already inlove. And then all of a sudden, he just stopped making an effort, his texts were really dry and boring and he doesn’t really call or do anything. We see each other once a week but like if I dont move, I feel like nothing will happen.

So I told him we should stop seeing each other last week. And I talked to him about effort and not just about seeing each other, just like being more present in my life like asking me questions and like just making me feel like he’s around. I said I was only asking for 10% but he said he was giving his 100%. So I told him that I’ll give him space so he can think if this is something he still wants to do. And he said ok.

He hasnt texted me or anything since then and I assumed its completely over. I know I chose to end it because I felt like I was the only one excited about things and I dont really feel like he was the same as he was when we first started dating. But now, I feel like.. did I make a mistake? Was I demanding? I didnt ask for attention. I didnt ask him to see me everyday. I just wanted him to communicate more and have a substantial conversation. I mean maybe he didnt think I deserved effort. I’m asking in this group because I dont really know how relationships work anymore lol. I’m 28 and I don’t want to waste my time on anyone who doesn’t think I’m worth the effort but somehow my heart is broken 😔