Today, I’ve experienced my second confirmed miscarriage since the birth of my first child. My second miscarriage. It’s a crippling reality to face. I have never endured a heartbreak so deep. I never thought that after my first pregnancy being so perfect that this would happen to me. Turns out I was rather naive. I will carry this pain with me forever. An understanding for loss that I will never forget. An empathy for other women who go through this once, or go through this countless times.

For a week I have grieved you, mourned you, cried in hysterics for what will not be. When I saw you for the second time today. I knew you were gone and I am sorry.

At 9w3d I still carry you with me even though I know you are not there. I mourn the life you will not share with us but always be apart of. Soon we will say goodbye but Mummy will be waiting for you to return once again. I will never give up on you, see you soon my little sprout 🌈 👶🏻 x