Am I Actually Having an Orgasm??

so i’ve never been able to make myself cum & because of that, i basically never masturbate. & when my boyfriend & i have sex, he always cums within minutes so i know i never get to climax. but thankfully, he always eats me out/fingers me after he cums to like, keep it fair & pleasure me. buuut, he always asks me if i came. & i never actually know. because like, it gets to a point where i feel intense like i’m about to but i never get that euphoric moment where it’s like i CAME and i’ve never been able to squirt or anything (which ik some girls just don’t but :/ ). so anyway, it feels good but i just kinda get to the point where i stop him bc i think i’m done lol. idk if i’m like not letting myself totally climax or what. is anyone else like this?? or any advice?