What would you do?!?

Hi ladies

I know this is one of those topics where everyone will have their own views.

I’m feeling completely hurt and let down..... I’ve previously expressed to my husband how I hate him watching porn, i suffer with low self esteem since putting on all my weight since having my boys. Nearly 10 years ago. I really struggle finding the motivation to exercise etc. (I’ve tried).

Anyway, I wrote him a letter explaining how it made me feel etc. He promised he wouldn’t anymore.

Well today I was searching through the last things in google hes been on as I used his phone and wanted to get the link for the next to me cot I’d found.

I stumbled across a load of porn he had been on but also something called chatabate with is a live stream.

I’m absolutely devastated and now feel like my marriage is over. I’m so worried I won’t be able to do this by myself, I’m also 34 weeks pregnant with my 3rd child. I just can’t see I can stay in a marriage where he doesn’t give a shit about my feelings.