Have any of you who gotten married young, questioned your decision after a few years in? I dated this super sweet guy in high school, who was CRAZY about me, but I broke it off because he was too clingy.

I got married to someone else at 22, and I adore him. He's the complete opposite of me, so he keeps me grounded. However, he also isn't romantic and sometimes just does the opposite of whatever I'm asking for (i.e. will tell me I'm fishing for compliments instead of complimenting me, I basically have to beg for sex, etc)

I'm feeling extra lonely during quarantine (he does shiftwork) and have been feeling validated by the attention my ex from high school who watches all my stories. Sometimes I wonder if I should have appreciated the guy from hs and what would have happened. Then I feel terribly guilty for thinking about that. I just need some validation that I'm not a terrible person or completely alone in questioning things sometimes...