My hormones are seriously messed up

So I wanna tell y’all how I just embarrassed myself lmfao

My cousin and his wife just had their first baby. And I am very close with my cousins like my aunt and uncle half way raised me.

So anyways I’m FaceTiming my aunt who’s holding my newborn cousin and he starts cooing and I START CRYING.

Like ugly crying “he’s so beautiful and I love him and I DONT KNOW WHY IM CRYING” and my aunt is laughing and I hear my cousins wife laughing in the background

Send help last night I was angry and raging and shoving chocolate down my throat. Today I’m Kim k ugly crying over face time over baby cousins.

He’s really freaking cute tho oh my god