Our marriage has been rocky for quite some time. We're always fighting about the same thing and hes always promising and reassuring me hell start trying and all this shit but never actually do any of it. Well this time we argued I fell to the floor just crying telling him I was done with everything I couldn't do it I said I wanted to just leave. He responded with "oh I cant e alone" "i swear I'll kill myself i love you too much" like wtf i know hes saying in it to make me feel guilty. He got up to walk away just to come back to say. If you leave I'll take away our son. That destroyed me cuz wtf am I supposed to do. I'm undocumented and dont have a job right now all I have is my son. He said he has "evidence" that I'm abusive. No I do not abuse him. That time I left him a mark because he got on top of me trying to pin me down and i scratched him trying to get him off. So i feel stuck. I don't want to risk my baby getting taken from me. Hes only doing this to hurt me, he doesn't even like to be with my son. I have to tell him to spend time with him or lay attention to him him and he gets mad but he sits with him somethims of just sits in in from of the tele and has him watching him play video games. Hes very lazy of a father