I'm a FTM and a rather young one at that. I've always been career driven, but I'm second guessing now that my family has started to grow. We have finally had our rainbow baby, and just the thought of leaving him to go back to work makes me feel so terrible that I can't stop crying for hours 😭

I love my work and coworkers, but just the thought of leaving my baby tears me apart. I know financially I can't afford to be a stay at home mom, so is there any advice you could give me to help me cope?

My poor heart is broken and I only have two weeks left of maternity leave. I'm soaking up as much as I can, but I am absolutely devastated and dreading the day I have to go back to work.