I need Depression advice

My mind is driving me crazy. I feel like I’m not good enough for anyone. I hate every single part of me. I ask myself why am I not like other girls. Why am I not pretty enough. Every single person in my life has left. I don’t have anybody. How does a therapist even walk away. Maybe it’s me...I feel like giving up on everything.

I just wanna be happy. Grad is coming up and I’m trying so hard to look forward to it but I just don’t care anymore. 🤦🏽‍♀️

I just want advice on how to keep going