6 days late & af shows💔

I had some slight pink spotting the last two days and prayed it would be a baby. I spent all day googling “implantation,” and stories on glow. Everything seemed to add up. My breasts were terribly sore since ovulation and I wasn’t having any pain. I was having hot flashes and spurts of nausea. Well I wake up today to excruciating cramps and bright red blood all over my new underwear🥺 I just truly give up after 3 years ttc. It never gets easier. The pain has changed me as a person.