Gestational Diabetes

So I had my 1 hour glucose today, and failed. Kinda by a lot. I’m so frustrated😞

I have to do the 3 hour one, but I feel like since baby is already measuring on the larger side, that I have it. I’m 28 weeks today and he weighs 3lbs 1oz already. They estimate his birth weight to be well over 9lbs.

If you were diagnosed with gestational diabetes, what was your experience like? Was it awful? Was it okay? I’m feeling like a complete failure at this point.