Is it just me who feels this way😢

I know I’ve ovulated so no it’s the waiting game it kills me! I try to relax but I just can’t l think about testing everyday and just wish the week away so I can test. I get down thinking about it as it’s all I want I’m so lucky as I already have a son which took me so long to get him but partner isn’t as mad as having another as I am so that hurts as I feel I have no one to talk to no one that truly understands what it’s like when you have to do ovulation tests and stress like I do about getting pregnant