I moved into my own apartment separate from my BF of 7 years it’s only been 1 month and I hate it I thought that it was going to be the best decision for us but I was so wrong I miss him terribly and find it hard for myself to leave our home when I come and visit him I just want to get out of my lease and move back and in with him but I know no one will approve my family will hate me for being stupid but most importantly I don’t want to break my lease and end up owning my currently landlord more money then I can actually pay for I feel like this was stupid and I don’t know what to do I just miss my MAN and I want us to live together again I want our home back like it used to be I don’t want to let go of him he is the best man I’ve ever been with I miss him and the process of healing is way harder then I thought it would be I know every one will call me stupid for following my heart but I don’t want to be without him he we weren’t perfect but he was perfect for me I miss him to much