This fear is controlling my life!

Hello, and good evening. I've come here to seek help for a fear I have had for a little over a year now.

I am a teen and poorly educated within the area of sexual things and such.

Im not going to talk on and on, im going to get to the point, no matter how stupid it sounds.

Im scared to wear shorts, Thin material pants, Those pants that are knitted and have little holes in them and leggings due to them being a thin material or anything with holes near the crotch around my boyfriend, or even out to the store. But mostly around my boyfriend and other males.

I am scared to wear those things becauae of a huge fear of pregnancy.

I am scared that if I wear shorts, or if I wear leggings, or if I wear pants with holes near the crotch or even inner thighs, or any thin material pants, that I will become pregnant due to how easily things can get through them.

Can anyone kindly help me with my fears? Give me some straight up facts?

I know many people will tell me to go to a therapist, and I am going to try to do so if I can not get this fear to leave. But im asking for help here. So please do not just say go to a therapist- because I have heard that so many times without any real help from anyone.

Please, someone help me? ❤

I am sick of not being able to wear certain kinds of pants due to this fear.