Feeling really hurt right now...

I have been crying on and off all day. Just feeling super depressed and hating myself. My boyfriend of 2 years has been here in the house with me all day (we live together). He has been playing a video game and basically ignoring me even though he knows I am having a hard day and was sitting right next to me while I cried. He did give me a kiss or two but he never put down the controller. I play video games too, so I get that he is super into it right now, but can he at least spare like 15 minutes to spend some time with me and at least try to help me feel better? I even asked him if he would get off the game and cook with me a few times and he said he would, but then he just kept playing.. and playing... and playing... until I realized that even if he does listen and log off to spend time with me now, it would feel like he doesn't want to be there. He would be getting off the game only because I kept annoying him about it, not because he actually cares. That made me feel so much worse than I already do. It really hurts and I don't know what to do. Thanks for listening