Hate feeling irritable, sad, weak, distracted, impatient... like every minute is creeping by today and all I want to do is be alone... I just want a dark room, tissues and to cry all by myself... I have to hold everyone else's life together right now... my body cant get pregnant for anything.. I'm tired... and sad.. and no one else around me accepts that I can have a bad day and that's okay... I have to be everyone else's support.. I just want to be alone...