Thinking

Ugh do you ever catch yourself randomly remembering shit from when you were younger? I just thought of something that happened to me as a child. Something I never shared with anyone because I was afraid. I have no idea why it’s going through my head all of a sudden. When I was about 10 years old I was at winners with my mom, I was in the toy section looking at toys while my mom looked at clothes, i remember this older man walking past me, as he walked by he got really close to me, rubbing up against my back and proceeded to grab my butt then he walked away. I didn’t tell my mom because I was afraid I would get in trouble even tho I did nothing wrong and this man was being a pervert. I can’t help but to think what if that man did things to other children and because I didn’t say anything it’s my fault he got away with it. I looked a lot younger than my age as a child. I was always the smallest in the class so there was no way this man wasn’t a pediphile. I remember feeling scared, gross and sick and just straight up not right for a long time after that.