Relationship Advice

I have been in a relationship for about a year and a half and I feel stuck right now. We have broken up and gotten back together before, which went a lot more smoothly and everything was going fine. However, Covid-19 has really put a strain on our relationship which got us thinking about whether or not you o stay together. I know he wants to stay together and has even said he could see me in the far future, which also scarred me a bit as I hate looking ahead (I’m 19). I like talking to him, I trust him, and he pretty much knows me even better than I know myself. However, sometimes I just find myself thinking that I don’t see him in the future and that our personalities don’t always match. I trust him completely and like spending time with him, but there are also times were I dread hanging out with him or talking with him but then end up having a perfectly pleasant time

I feel really fucked up and confused and at this point have no idea what I should do as when I do think about leaving I think that I’ll never find someone who understands me and accepts me like he does.