Feeling overwhelmed

Does anyone else feel overwhelmed? I just turned 35 and have zero children and feel more pressure than ever to have a baby.

I want a baby, always have but I feel like I wasted so much time or should have started sooner. We have been married 2 years and My husband and I stopped preventing in August 2019 and really really trying this January.

I got my period in May and then 4 different couples in 2 weeks told us they were pregnant. All the woman are younger than me so i felt defeated. I’m happy for them but so bummed for myself. I feel awful and selfish just typing that.

I was so triggered that I’ve cried!! Is this normal? I’ve felt so overwhelmed and anxious lately and almost regretting things. And just want to know if I’m going crazy or am I not alone?