Thoughts

So my boyfriend and I have been trying for the last couple of months he’s been really about trying to have a baby. But he knows I really wanna get married before we have one. I said something about it the other day and he said “next year and our anniversary is coming” but what does that mean our anniversary like he got a ring back in December. So why do I feel like I’m so upset about it if we have baby first? I would love to have baby but I wanna be married first.