5/6 dpo. Why is this so hard 😭

The waiting. Ugh. Our first month TTC our second. I’m sure some of you have seen me posting obsessively as though one of you has a time machine that can take me to 11 dpo sooner 😂 anyone else having a hard time waiting for testing day?! 5 more days, at least, before I will start testing. It just feels like time is going so slow! Trying to keep myself distracted. But I also know the odds aren’t in our favor of conceiving first cycle trying. I just really REALLY want it to happen 😆 I’m worried that the one day we didn’t BD (peak day) is going to be what prevented us from conceiving this cycle.