Does postpartum depression ...

Make you want your partner to leave you? Like the thought of my husband & I breaking up kills me, but at the same time I almost expect it to happen now?? I’m literally waiting for it. I just truly feel like he would be so much better off without me & a lot happier. To the point where I just literally sat him down, told him all the reasons why he should leave me & why I’m such a terrible wife & then begged him not to go.

My husband insisted he wasn’t going anywhere & that he never had plans to in the first place & that he loves me & has no clue where these feelings of mine are coming from. & I actually got frustrated because he said he wasn’t going anywhere??

5 weeks postpartum & currently on Celexa, but I haven’t been the greatest at taking it everyday.

Wtf is wrong with me???