Thoughts

All these hormones are keeping my mind really busy these days. Recently I've started to get a lot of anxiety.

I am pregnant 18 weeks and I still haven't felt any movements or fluttering, it's still normal but my mind is going crazy.

Last year I had two miscarriages and if I hadn't experienced that maybe my anxiety would be a little less?

My mind is trying to convince me that the baby is not alive and that I am just imagining myself pregnant. Maybe I've had an MA or something.

All these thoughts is consuming me at the moment and I can't seem to enjoy anything.

Any words of encouragement?