Venting🙄😩

So yesterday we had a family barbeque my older sister (had a abortion recently) so my family was on the subject about kids cause my younger cousin is pregnant my older sister busted out & said u must can't have kids everyone is pregnant or already has a child in my family I been ttc 8yrs no one knows but my bf....that really hurt my feelings I ended up leaving early I couldn't take seeing my pregnant cousins YOUNGER than me & seeing kids running around & babies crying thats all I want nothing else but IT SEEMS SO HARD😔😢😥 I have PCOS (HORMONAL IMBALANCE) I have a ppt with a new Dr on 6/17 wish me luck ladies🙏🏽