This is so bizarre I know

Okay so I'm pretty introverted and am a homebody, so I really didn't think quarantine would be very hard for me. However, and this has gone on long before quarantine started, I'm really desperate for intimacy. Quarantine has made this issue infinitely worse. There is nothing I want more in this moment than to be held by a man. I want to feel the heat from his skin, I want to listen to his heart beating, I want him to pull me closer and rub my back. I'm sorry if this is TMI, but I really really don't know what to do anymore. I started having dreams about cuddling since junior year (so about last school year since I just graduated). But recently this has become the main concept of all my dreams. I'm not sure if I'm the only one, but is this bizzare? I really don't know what to do anymore. I don't think I can stand this much longer. Maybe it's because I've never had a bf before. Maybe it's because I've never been loved before. Maybe there's something wrong with me. Maybe I've built this up in my head. I've reached out about this before on another platform, and one of the top comments was that I'm not weird just lonely. But I think I'm too young to be lonely because I'm only 17. Please help I know this is weird but idk what to do anymore 🙁