So i need help....

Desiree

Im starting to not feel a bond with my baby anymore like im a horrible mother an covid-19 doesn't help my mom refuses to let me see anyone or allow me to have anyone over even through our front door ive already been diagnosed with PPD. I feel like i can't ever leave the house with him or take my baby outside my mother thinks she knows everything about my child an decides she can make decisions for me an my baby i do practice social distancing an i do wear masks when i do go out.....she also treats me like im completely stupid especially cause now i have to possibly start supplmenting formula for my baby to im just so frustrated an i feel like i should just sign my rights over to her an do self harm to my self i feel like a peice of crap mom