Miscarriage thoughts

This time of year is always harder for me. I think about it everyday but next month makes 3 years since my miscarriage. I always thought it would get easier or maybe I’d have children by now. I deal with it alone because only a handful of people know about it. I was only 6 weeks, to some people that’s nothing but to me it was everything. That’s all I’ve ever wanted in life is to be a mother.