I don't love it all the time

I am 9 days PP and I confessed to my wife that I don't always love being a mom. This is one of my biggest nightmares coming true. One reason I was hesitant to have a baby was fear if PPD and not enjoying being a mom.

There are times where I enjoy it, but there are also a lot of times where I cry because it is so exhausting, hard, and not fun. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE my daughter, but I don't always love being a mom.

I am hoping that as time goes on that this feeling will pass. I feel so much guilt for feeling this way 😢