I found out it was a girl

I’m honestly not that happy but not regretting anything too the whole day I been thinking what am I going to do with a girl like I’m not ready for the dresses 👗 or bows 🎀 or hair styles I hate even getting my hair done like I’m not girly 😒 I’m not ready for the pinkish clothes shoes or even girl toys like I’m just not ready and I feel so ungrateful for the way I’m thinking about my baby I honestly really wanted a boy for my lil son so he could have a brother but Im over thinking everything I really just want to get over this sadness and get on with it