Decided today

I’ve met with the consultant and although my last birth was pretty rough and only in July I have decided that I am going to reject the c-section I have been offered and do it naturally. I gave birth to my daughter in July. Didn’t have any labour pains or contractions waters broke two days later she was born after an hour of pushing, no pain relief, a third degree tear and an episiotomy for forceps. I must be crazy 😜

I also have to watch thus delivery as I have stomach muscle separation from my daughter. The joys of motherhood.