Is this normal? (TMI)

(TMI-Talk about masturbation)

So I stopped watching porn when I started dating someone, and I’d just think of them whenever I would masturbate, but now we broke up and I don’t know what to do... obviously can’t think of them anymore and I guess I could watch porn again but it just feels weird. Like I want to but I almost feel guilty? Is that normal after breaking up with someone? 😞 I feel so weird