Insecure

So I’ve been feeling HORRIBLY insecure here lately. I’m currently 24 weeks pregnant and I was bigger even before I got pregnant. I was 200lbs 😭😭 now I’m 210-215. I HATE IT!!! I wanna start losing weight but I’m afraid because where I’m pregnant. I want to be healthy, 🥺 I want my to be able to have a flat stomach (after I have my baby of course) what makes it worst was my husband told me he’s not attracted to me while I’m pregnant. 😕