SO WHERE DO I BEGIN

I genuinely am looking for some positive feedback or advice I am sharing this because I am tired and need positive advice. So I am extremely stressed out , I moved to a different state in a big pandemic for my marine boyfriend and myself to be together however I was promised a transfer from my job but that did not happen and I am have been unemployed for about 4 months in the new house. I am very blessed to have a roof over my head and a good man but I have no friends and his family has been helpful but rude sending me job listings as if I am not doing anything or applying to any. I have been working for as long as I could and never been dependent on anyone so I feel insane and been feeling extremely down and not myself.