Help :(

No health insurance to talk to a dr. But I’m pregnant and have a toddler. I’m tired. I’m checked out. And just touched out. I can’t get my toddler to listen or go to bed. I just don’t know if i want to be a mom anymore 😩😭 I cant handle this. I was doing great then mentally checked out about a year ago. I just don’t care. No emotional attachment. I just want to sleep and be left alone which is very hard when you have kids. I have no clue what to do and I have NO clue how I’ll handle a newborn