So I had sex (1st time)... and I’m kicking myself.

So here was all the dumb things that happened and I’m kicking myself for it:

I only knew the guy online for a couple months.

I gave him my address

He picked me up a little away from my house.

We went to my church’s back parking lot

Had car sex

He wanted to raw it so I let him stick it in twice and then he had to put on the condom.

He came in the condom (let’s hope it didn’t break)

Then I went home and peed, washed my face, brushed my and went to bed.

Could I be pregnant? It’s possible. Low chance but still possible if he precame then.

Was it dangerous? Yes I was unsafe.

And now my first time will always be in a car with a stranger. fuck.

And the sex was mediocre! Ughhhhh.

Please don’t go off saying I’m stupid and irresponsible cuz I know, and I’m kicking myself for it.

I don’t know why I’m sharing this but I am. 🤷‍♀️