I tried to be sexy but nothing happend:(

I guess I just need to vent. I went over to my boyfriends camper of 5 years, we don’t live together yet because I’m still with my parents as I just graduated college. He usually works on the road but is home for awhile. He’s done a lot for me today and I thought tonight I’d do something special for him. I cleaned up and put on a sexy pushup bra and a thong that at least I felt was very attractive. I came on to him multiple times by attempting to make out but he was trying to start the burner to make noodles. He hadn’t begun cooking yet. I even took my shirt off, laid in bed, and called him in. He peaked in and was like “omg what are you doing” and immediately left to proceed to begin making noodles. I then walked into the next room completely down to my underwear and he doesn’t really look at me. I tried to me sexy and ask him if he liked what he saw and he said “yes” but without the enthusiasm that I thought he’d have. I’m saddened that he seemed so nonchalant and uninterested. He noticed that and proceeded to try a little bit by kissing me but the passion wasn’t really there. Am I just overthinking it? I feel like he only wants me when it’s convenient for him. I want to instigate things sometimes.... the food could have waited a little bit I feel like. :( ugh....so I went and changed into more comfortable clothes. That made him angry though. I was sitting on the bed putting on my socks and I tried to stand up while he was leaned over me talking and was a bit too firm and actually pushed me which made me fall back in the bed. That’s totally took me by surprise. Wtf is going on. He apologized and stuff afterwards and said that I did really turn him on but still made excuses as to why he didn’t do anything. This sucks