He tink im a snake

My and my next door neighbor we been kicking for almost to much I really like him but one problem I have a bf that used to be his friend too but my bf is in prison now so we been spending time together almost all the time we have sex all the time I really like him and I fall in love with him he tell he love me to but when I tell him about my past he call a slut good for nothing and today I tell him what happened to me .this guy supposed to be my friend I when to his house and he for him self on my I told him I don't want to but he continue anyway I feel nasty and stupid and dumb cuz I when we him but I bet to his house before and he never did that so I tell my neighbor thinking that he can understand but he is mad a me saying that I did cuz no one forced me to go we him and he knew that I was going to come with some shyt like that the now he know how I'm but he so wrong I did not want to have sex with this guy no cuz all I really wanted was him but I know that he just mean to me I know he don't want a relationship with my but I love him I don't know what to think he said I'm a snake good for nothing