Losing a loved one

My aunt recently told me she is in the last stage of cancer, after battling through multiple kidney transplantations. She was hesitant to let me know, because me mom insisted that she didnt since i struggle with anxiety and depression. But it was my own choice, and i asked her about it. Im glad she told me, but it hurts so so much.

My aunt is like a second mom to me. It hurts to know she wont live very long. I cant even give her a hug bc of corona. Im typing this while crying in bed. I dont have anyone to talk to about this. Im glad i can share this anonymously. Im genuinely heartbroken.