Lost my Virginity *Help maybe?*

So today’s the day, I lost my virginity to my boyfriend of almost 7 months. And oh my gosh let me just say...

IT HURT LIKE A BITCH. He couldn’t even get it fully in because he’s so thick and I’m tiny. I can barely even put two fingers inside myself because I’m so small. But it was hurting like hell and it only felt good for maybe 10 seconds total.

And everytime it was in, it kept falling out 😂😭

I didn’t orgasm either, but I’ve never had an orgasm. My body is weird and even if there’s stimulation to everything, including the clit, I can still never orgasm. Is there something wrong?

We used a condom and he pulled out to cum, which is good.

I always see everyone talking about how good their first time was, but mine wasn’t as great as I thought it would be. I love him and all, and he’s experienced so he knows how to do things, so I know it’s my body acting up.

I wasn’t 100% ready to have sex yet, maybe that’s why. But I wanted to. It was kind of fun and I just enjoyed being naked with him.