Irritated

So I’m pregnant. And according to estimates almost 6 weeks. Obviously a LOT of things can happen between now and 12 weeks but this week, (especially today) is when those pesky mood swings decided to make an appearance. All day today I’ve been irritable, depressed, angry for no reason, just 😡😭. So my SO has asked what’s up, I told him, and I told him all I really want is to curl up and feel his love. No response of course, no actual love given, just back to his phone. Which pisses me the FUCK off. So I’m laying on our bed curled up in a blanket seething, and he’s sitting on our couch, on his phone, with our dogs, not a care in the goddamn world. It really makes me think of if this is how he’s going to be the entire process, and afterwards. Just absent and nonchalant. It’s annoying as hell and I have no one to talk to about it. Sorry if anyone finds this annoying or anything, I just needed to vent.