Why this week.......

It’s been almost one year (06.26.2019) since I lost my little baby boy Camden at 28 weeks. We’ve been trying again for about 7 months and this week AF was expected. Well I’ve was two days late. I was hoping and super excited to complete my family but alas AF made her appearance today. I’m never late. So why all of the times that I could be late, it was this week. I’m heartbroken.

What have been timeframes of when you conceived again after a loss? I’m starting to feel it will never happen again. I’m trying to stay positive but when AF comes every month, I get down for a couple of days.

Thank you for reading and providing support. I literally have no one to talk to about this who understands or expects me to be “over it”.