i feel like a slut.
im crying at 3:40 a.m. right now. someone please tell me its gonna be okay. so ive been dating this dude since june 14. on our 2nd or 3rd date he took my virginity. his dick went in a few strokes but we stopped but it bled a little so i knew i wasnt a virgin anymore. hes fingered me before. tonight we had sex for 2 hours. his friend was outside my window the whole time. i feel like a whore. so i called my bestfriend to talk to her and she just said she doesnt know what to tell me & hung up on me. my whole body is shaking, im crying. heres the worst part. PLEASE please please do not say its my fault & i shouldnt have done it. ik. i have nobody to talk to. im 13 years old.going to 8th grade and ive already lost my virginity. i feel like slut and i have to live with it for the rest of my life. please someone tell me its gonna be okay.i have to live with this and if someone finds out im gonna be looked at as a whore & a slut & i dont know what to do with my life.
edit:: some people have reminded me of pregnancy & at the time i wasnt thinking of that but my period is suppose to be next week & if it ends up late i am going to get a pregnancy test.
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