Negative tests I’m tired and on letrozole / femera

I’m so tired of negative tests.

This is my second cycle of letrozole and the first where my AF is actually late. I took a test but it’s negative. Control line is super strong. But since taking the letrozole / femera I’ve had so many symptoms: teeth sore, Weird tingling in my boobs. Not really cramps but dull aches. Cervix is high as hell. Headache daily. None stop sleeping. I didn’t get my normal craving to eat a bunch of red meat and dairy before my AF. I didn’t get that much acne to let me know AF is coming.

Ugh I’m just so tired. I have PCOS so it’s like I feel like just calling it quits and accepting I’ll never be a mom. I watch so many people get pregnant and have a baby and I can’t even have one.

My 29th birthday is in a few days and the only thing I want is to be a mom. I want that more than my career.