TTC with PCOS

My husband and I have been trying to conceive for a year and a half and it’s just getting harder and harder. I’m trying to not lose hope but it’s just heartbreaking each time I take a test and it comes out negative. I have PCOS. Had a regular period up to 15 years old. Then I stopped seeing it for years. When I was 18, I went to a doctor and they prescribed me birth control to regulate my period, which it did. I got married when I was 19 so I stopped taking it and lost my period along with that. I’m currently 21, taking metformin and One A Day Couple Multivitamin (my husband and I both take these prenatal multivitamins), and I’m just starting to feel hopeless. I know I’m still young, but at the same time, I know it’s riskier as you get older. And I’ve always had a mother instinct from basically helping raise my brother when I was 13. And just always loved babies and always wanted to be a mother. Just hurts me more every time when I feel the symptoms, get my hopes up, and then get a negative test result. I want to give up but we want a baby, so I’m trying not to.

I don’t ever post about my problems/feelings but thought I’d share it with those who understand.